schism

so i am apparently an ass. trying to get things done at work, beyond the minute i am in. so sorry i inconvenienced a coworker by trying to keep everything level. who knew she'd rather come back after days off to beat her head against the wall? now she has taken it upon herself to list what is whose responsibility. gee and i thought we were a team. guess a Corporate America castoff who can't keep a job knows more than me about our jobs. hmm... two years, or nine? does it matter? likely not, but it chafes that i bust my ass trying to keep us all moving as smooth as possible. especially when everyone  else seems to do just enough, or worse, just enough for themselves. rant and rave.

hiding in the woodwork like a cockroach. or a pine bug. chewing on sustenance, nothing more. pathetic. boring. makes me feel all ancient.